From The Mind Of D. Davis

- I'm battling this damn cold. I swear I hate when the weather changes because I always seem to get sick.

- I enjoy reading other people's writings. Gives me ideas on what to write about and plus it shows what goes on in the minds of others. Jassi I see you mama.

- I really am starting to hate this job.

- This election is still a toss up in my book. I keep saying that but shit is getting serious.

- Why are there so many reality television shows. The ones with the children trying to be stars and the one where it's the old stars kids. *smh* @ Al B. Sure's son not hitting that high note on that Donny Hathaway song. Didn't Diddy raise him though?

- I know it's early in the season, but the Orioles are 6-1

- What's the purpose of weird dreams?

I am going to sleep now..blah blah blah

Late Night Dreams...

As I lay in this lonely bed, tossing and turning.
Ignoring the sounds of Teedra Moses singing about love for a lifetime,
Ashanti singing about the way you used to love me(damn that kinda hit home)
She came back to me in this spiritual form, my eyes almost blinded from her shine:

She pulled me to her lips and inhaled my essence
She's dangerous to my health but I can't deny her
On many occasions, I tried to leave but I couldn't ignore her presence.
She controlled my everyday life. From the time I wake up
To the moment when I closed my eyes
Rehab wasn't an option -- I can't escape her

I stared into her eyes -- Tell me the reason you said those words
Was it fact or fiction?
Were those feelings authentic
Or just another case of miscommunication?
The woman in white just turned her head
And made her voiceless exit in the opposite direction.

I woke up.

Throwaway Thoughts(Interlude)

*picks up balled up piece of paper and stares at it*

Days I sit and nights I stare out the window
Life stops and restarts daily but the world needs to pause
I watch as you sleep. So peaceful, so beautiful as day one
We're both lost souls, searching for that first aid, broken hearts are the cause
Eyes are bright, touches me softly, kisses are breath taking
Want to give each other our all but we are afraid due to the past
Falling in and out of love, not wanting to take chances, scared of what the future has in store
Our hearts show traces of wounds due to constant battles
Trapped in dead relationships that we have become prisoners of war

We met through a mutual friend -- two beautiful women
We shared common interests - writing, love of music -- slow down
Spoke daily, feelings grew, you already had a situation
But I ignored it, stepped my game up -- told you that I would be around
Would rather put myself through hell just to keep you happy
Tried to keep up with your love, show my enjoyable side
You told me to be myself, didn't care if my clothes were a mess or my hair nappy

Lately we have drifted apart -- our hearts

**balls paper back up and tosses it back into the trash**

State Of My Union Address

*taps the mic* Is this thing on?

Alright I'm coming straight from the top with this right here. Just to give you fair warning that if you come across something that I may say in here that offends you, make you upset, or hurts your feelings, GET OVER IT!!! Thank you.

Love Is A Battlefield/We All Get Scars

What constitutes a person as being in love? What do you show to a person that would symbolize love in it's purest form? Do you love hard? Do you even love at all? Answer those questions and I don't mean the same ol everyday answers either. I mean really sit there and analyze your answers. But people don't read so I don't expect many to partake in this.

Take Me As I Am

Now as many people know, I have many sides to myself. I have my loving, humorous, serious, relaxed etc sides to myself. But why is it that, when my dark side emerges, I get written off like a bad check. Someone called me a sarcastic asshole last night. And I kindly explained to her that this side only comes out when I am rubbed the wrong way. But whatever happened to accepting that person for who they are? I mean too many times I have seen this occur. If a person is known for certain things, why try to change them? I mean if you were to tell me that you have a stuttering problem, I wouldn't take you to Kennedy Institute to get you checked out. I would just understand that it takes you 3 days just to tell a story(Insert laugh track here). This is a problem with everyone. You wonder why there are fakes on the internet? Well aside from the fact that they have deep emotional issues, but those people want to be accepted. And look at how we have set standards in society. Women have to be small, huge breasted or willing to take off her clothes in order to be accepted. So what happens to the females that are on the heavy side. They have to deal with the fact that they are shunned in this world while the girl who has her breasts hanging out, crusty ass thongs on and labeled dumb ass gets all the attention. Males we have pressure to deal with too. We have to deal with these females drooling and getting their panties wet to those models/actors/singers/rappers that are plastered all over the television, magazine and internets. It's maybe a few that are accepted for their own individual style, but what about the rest. Everyone wasn't born to trying to be "perfect".

LISTEN!

When I speak, don't sit there and say awww I love your accent. It pisses me off on some whole next level type shit. And when I speak, open your ears(get the sugar daddy out) because I hate repeating myself. You would want me to have the same respect for you when you speak, so I expect the same if nothing more.

What's Going On?

These youths are something else. Teens murdering their families, 3rd graders plotting to harm their teacher, 7 year old brought to guns to school. These are all headlines floating around the country. Whatever happened to respecting your elders? This type of madness worries me about the future. Parents please, BEAT YOUR CHILDREN WHEN THEY ARE SHOWING OFF!! I wish I would have tried that with my mother, I probably wouldn't be here right now.

Right now I'm listening to Nas' N.Y. State Of Mind. And I see how much his flow has changed compared to right now. Same goes for Jay-Z too or whoever has been around for a long time.

Damn it's been over an hour and I haven't still clicked on Publish Post...Hehehe

Anyway this is the end of the State Of My Union Address. Now scram!!!

Something You Should Know

This wasn't no ordinary feelings
This was true emotions, words, expressions.
I need a sharpen pencil just to sharpen my thoughts
Make my words much more clear, merely a suggestion.
We've shared many days, intimate nights -- damn a tear started to drop.
You made me laugh, I made you smile -- They say love's a lesson.
To receive this love, unconditional, pure, honest
Feels like it came from heaven as a blessing.

The sweet taste from your lips
Felt like poison to my soul
Took a sniff of your powder
Almost killed me -- had me staring at the 6 foot hole
Had me under your spell -- I followed your every word
Took me on a flight, filled with passion and pleasure
But you led me astray, shattered my heart
Left me a mess, mind going numb...you caused this pain
My soul is scattered and my heart many times ripped apart

....
T.B.C.

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"never let someone else's garbage ruin your day" cheer up honey! your great! :] - Erin

Thank you.

Reading is Fundamental b/w Estelle

I'm going to start this off with a quote from a good friend of mines:

"Not everybody can play a leading role in your life,
Some people are only meant to make a cameo" - Taki

So we've all had those that made those brief appearances, then suddenly as slowly they entered
just as quickly they've exited. You may wonder what was it that you did wrong, even though
the only thing that you're guilty of is putting the time into that person. A lot of us fell for this bait, got used then tossed back into the water.

So as the title says, "Reading is Fundamental." Just sit back and observe. Read the situation with your eyes and the answers to your questions will appear to you.

Anyway now that the trash is taken out.

This album is a pretty good listen. My faves are No Substitute Love, You Are(feat. John Legend), and Pretty Please (feat. Cee-Lo). This album features production from Will.I.Am, Wyclef, and Swizz Beatz.

Well ok time for me to fool around on here a slight bit longer.