When It All Falls Down...

So after having a great weekend, reality set back in and showed itself to be the bitch that it's known for.

Work is still a fucking pain in the ass. When you are doing something continuous for like over a year, it will make you go crazy. Like today, I literally had to leave the building because it made me sick. I had to just walk just to clear my mind. Then it's like shit is so messed up in this economy, it's hard to do anything else. I'm blessed to still have my job but I'm seriously going to lose it if I don't move to another department.

Then like people in general are annoying as fuck. Whether it's at work or on the interwebz, their attitudes are so fucked up.

A friend of mine wants to collaborate on a story, but she's wrapped up in school so I don't think she'll have time for it. But I'll start on it anyway.

Well I think I'll go lay back down or something...

Venting is a habit.

To One Of My Readers

"Being so real sometimes is a slow kill
We was one squad, you broke out like Mike Schofield
I want fillet mignon, you want oatmeal
Add up our differences equals up to no meal
No mills, yup, no deal, why you gotta chase shit
To know it's no thrills" - Joe Budden "Dear Diary"

A Quote That Hits Home

"I understand some's off 'bout me, but nuttin's forced 'bout me
I never gave a fuck of what a nigga thought 'bout me.
(Oh!) I look down upon what some see as a must
Maybe I'm regular an' the World needs to adjust.
I mean I'm everyday people, hood, but still formal
I'm normally abnormal, takin' life as a lesson." - Joe Budden "Just To Be Different"

As I was coming home, I was listening to this song and this verse stuck out.

Coming up I had my phases that I went through.
But as time went on, I outgrew them. Still I heard whispers of just wanting to be different was
a looked upon as a bad thing. But now being different is "cool."

So yeah..

The Complete Series Of The Wire

A pan of brownies

A Strawberry Shortcake

3 Cards

2 balloons

A body spray/lotion set

and a whole bunch of love.

Thanks everyone.

Less than a day away..

Today I was speaking with my mother. And I was explaining to her how I really don't make a big issue about my birthday. I mean if folks choose to get me something, that's fine. If not, life will go on. Well I got two items from off my wish list. So if I wasn't to receive anything else, I'm good.

I am thankful for everyone that has entered into my life (good and bad).

I am thankful that I'm still alive at this age where now and days, we are losing so many.

If you know me, then you know that I'm very modest. I don't like a lot of attention, but I would call myself an unsung hero.

I have seen a lot of people come and go. Most of them went off to greater things, while others crashed and burned.

Again, thank you to those that stick by me through thick and thin.

To the others, I quote Nas: I wish you success, even if you wish me the opposite.

3.4.80 =0p

All That I Got?

"Would you love me if I didnt work out or I didnt change my natural hair
I could be the one you could grow older with, baby
I’ll give you all that I got"

So I was listening to this song by Fergie this morning. I actually like the song because of the point that she's trying to get across.

We all come from all walks of life and when it comes to falling in love, will that person that you are giving your heart to accept you for who
you truly are.

"It’s as simple as one and two
I’m in love with you
And three and four
You’re all I adore
To the seven and eight
See I’ve been making mistakes
Cuz when you’re on my mind
I just cant think straight
Back to the five and six
I’m all in the mix and Im all into you
Without the lipstick
Without the L’Oreal
You remain the same angel that I fell for
For real, for real"

That's the verse that Will-I-Am raps towards the end. If you truly love a person then that should apply to your situation.

We may try to encourage our s.o. to get in shape to help them in the long run. But not any drastic changes.

If you truly love them, then you should accept them for who they are and as the person you feel in love with.

Shoulder and Ear...

Don't know if you can read that but basically that's just something that one of my friends wrote about me. Well the sole purpose of this is to say thank you to those that let me be that open ear to listen while they let their frustrations loose.

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