So Let's Get Into It Shall We...

"Never apologize for saying how you feel. That's like apologizing for just being real."

Whoever said that honesty was the best policy, must didn't know what they were talking about. It's like you go hearing people saying the want an honest person, truthful, etc etc. But when that person brings forth those honest thoughts and you can't handle the repercussions, then what?

So now it's like I have to watch what I say because some people obviously can't handle what I say. I mean what I told you was from the heart, no sugar coating or anything. But it's a slap in the face on my part. Yeah ok. Well I spoke my piece and you said what you had to say so it's officially done.

So tonight was a special 3-Hour RAW. King Of The Ring 2008. So pretty I'm gonna just say it was a fluke. Regal? Just annoyed me to see him win. But I liked the set up for Backlash. I'll be there...I want to make some signs this time.

Seriously, I've been in a foul mood as of late. I've tried to remove myself from certain situations, but still end up caught in the smack dab middle of it. It's like I'm a magnet for drama.

There's this old school song from Pebbles and Babyface called Love Makes Things Happen. Now if you go on Youtube and peep the video, just notice how the transition takes place. Two people meet. Then one of them goes off with someone else and the cycle repeats.

I was in a real shitty mood this evening. But two people made me feel better. So I would like to thank you two for the conversation.

I just wish I could pack up and go on mind clearing vacation. I mean Alicia Keys did it and look how it made her.

"And when it rains,
Will you always find an escape?
Just running away,
From all of the ones who love you,
From everything.
You made yourself a bed
At the bottom of the blackest hole (blackest hole)
And you'll sleep 'til May
And you'll say that you don't want to see the sun anymore

And oh, oh, how could you do it?
Oh I, I never saw it coming.
And oh, oh, I need the ending.
So why can't you stay just long enough to explain?" - Paramore

Random..I know.

"Sometimes I wish I could go way back when/I could walk thru and ain't nobody know Jay Jackson/Everything was OK back then/Now everybody playin a cool role and I know they actin" - Fabolous

"We was so happy poor but when we got rich/That's when our signals got crossed, and we got flipped" - Jay-Z

"I use to give a shit, now I don't give a shit more/Truth be told I had more fun when I was piss poor" - Jay-Z

"Can you even fathom not havin a fear in the world/I'm cool in my afterlife /If I'm readin these chapters right/Please what have you, I breeze through Matthews/Bleed if I have you, you cowards die a thousand deaths/Fate fucks face-down on your house's steps/Are yall even gettin this message?" - Jay-Z

"And usually I be on my shit/Harlem Shakin' these groupies off me quick" - Jay-Z

"Are you tired of the same things? Same drama?/Same guys with the same game? Bad karma?/If I take you away from the man that you wit (uh)/I just wanna borrow you, kiss every part of you" - Nas

"After all of this times that we tried
I found out we were living a lie
And after all of this love that we made
I know now you don't love me the same..." - Ashanti

The above quotes are just how I feel.