7.04.2008

Just My Thoughts

I'm confused on something: Why does good things happen to bad people. Not necessarily saying that they are bad but that they seem to have the luck of the Irish when it comes to life. They can do things to others and be praised for their efforts. But soon as tragedy strikes, then they want folks to feel sorry for them and have compassion in their hearts. But what about those that you stepped on and over to get where you are? You made fun of them, made their life a shambles but yet, you want someone to look at you as a Good Samaritan? Yeah ok that'll be the day when the U.S. elects another Bush in office.

"do you even remember the tender boy
you turned into a cold young man
with one goal and one plan" - Jay-Z "Where Have You Been"

This quote can sum up my feelings on a subject that I briefly discussed a week ago. I'm still trying to find the words to say. It's somewhat hard but I think I'll get it done.

When you live a sheltered life, those actions and traits that you developed, tends to follow you along throughout life. You try to shake them off but in the back of your mind, you get that thought that person will turn their back on you. It's been done previously so you're just waiting for that shoulder to be turned away from you. No trust, no true friends, just my thoughts and views on how the world looks at you and when you try to fit in, you get shunned and ignored. Overworked and passed up and when you are mute, they say that you are acting funny. Stare at the mirror and you'll see who is truly acting funny.

No need for dissing and card pulling, those people know who they are. They might never read this but if they do come across it, it is what it is.

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